
A Field Note from the Archive
For the past few days I have been slowly working my way through a banker’s box full of old files, folders, envelopes, photographs, and newspaper clippings. In truth, it is only one box among several boxes and file drawers that contain pieces of my life from roughly 1970 to the present.
Opening the box felt a little like opening a time capsule.
Inside are decades of letters, articles, notes, photographs, and documents connected to projects, people, and places that shaped different chapters of my life. As I sort through the folders, I keep rediscovering things that I had completely forgotten about. Some of them bring back a flood of good memories. Others remind me of moments that were difficult at the time.
But what has struck me most is how differently many of those experiences look now.
Some things that once felt frustrating, disappointing, or even like failures eventually turned into something positive—sometimes years later. Other things that once seemed incredibly important now feel much smaller when viewed from a distance of decades.
Time has a way of reshaping our understanding.
Going through these files is not really about reminding myself of things I once did or said. Instead, it has become an opportunity to reflect on the past with a little more perspective and a little less emotion. It allows me to ask simple questions:
Was this really as important as I thought it was at the time?
Did it matter in the long run?
What did I learn from it?
In many ways, this process feels similar to walking through a familiar natural area in a different season. The landscape is the same, but your perspective changes depending on when you return.
What I once saw one way, I now see another.
So far, I must say that this little “file exploration” project has been a lot of fun. Each folder is like turning over a stone along a trail—you never quite know what you might find underneath.
Of course, it also raises another question.
What in the world am I going to do with all of this stuff?
For now, I’ll keep exploring.
After all, there are still a lot of folders left in that box.
But as I sit here looking at these old papers and photographs, another thought occurs to me.
Each piece of paper represents a moment when something seemed important enough to save. At the time, I probably had no idea how that moment would fit into the larger story of my life.
Now, decades later, I can begin to see the connections.
Projects that led to other projects.
People who opened doors at just the right moment.
Ideas that took years to grow into something meaningful.
In a strange way, this old banker’s box is not really a box of files at all.
It’s a map.
A map of the winding path that brought me from where I started to where I am today.
And judging by the number of folders still waiting to be explored, there are still plenty of dots left to connect.









Forget about frogs, this water lily species is big enough for humans to hop around on. Scientists have just identified a third species of giant water lily, after a rather large one at London’s Kew Gardens prompted horticulturists to suspect it did not fit into the two previously known groups. Native to Bolivia in South America, the species is the largest of its kind and has been named Victoria boliviana.
We moved to Albany County, New York in the autumn of 1982. I hate to admit that it has taken us 38 years to discover the Albany Pine Bush. Discover might be a bit harsh because we knew it was there and had attended numerous meetings in the Pine Bush Discovery Center over the years. We had even taken a couple of short walks in the preserve and one year attended the springtime Lupine Festival held at the Discovery Center.
here in Upstate New York. We live on a well-traveled, but country road in Albany County.